The Struggle
For social inclusion.
After a manic episode this summer that caused me to receive a prison sentence for dangerous driving and a driving ban for one year, I am feeling the effects of the social isolation of not being able to get around in a car.
Also, I am currently unemployed and find this very difficult to deal with. Having no occupation is causing me to feel depressed currently due to the loneliness of my weekdays. I do have a volunteer job in a charity shop three mornings a week and this takes care of the loneliness partially, but there is no substitute for real work to support self esteem.
Currently job searching for work I can get to without a car. Wish me luck because I am in need of it at the moment.
We build expectations of ourslelves..
but here you are, in a situation unpredicted,. C'est la vie. Fuck Ego. Consider your treaures, plrasures; enjoy them. It WILL get better, albeit hiccups aside. Onwards!
I am sorry for your suffering. I was not working for a few years and it was very taxing on my self esteem And condition. I know the economy in many countries including the u.s is not very good so it’s a tough time to find a job. I would only suggest looking at restaurant jobs because there is high turnover there. And besides that I am a big believer in the positive effects of taking a 45/60 minute walk everyday just for some air and exercise plus it gets you out of the house. Finally, a dog or cat, may be a really helpful companion while you search for a job.
All the best,
Jon